I REALLY screwed up badly. now what should i do? please help!!?

You should either stop having or have ex with everyone at the same time. Host an over the 4th of July weekend. You and all your friends will have a great time. And once every one in your clique has experienced every one there will no longer be any reason for stabbing each other in the back and sneaking around. I can't think of any better way to celebrate the birth of our nation.