Am I going through alcohol withdrawal?

I am wondering how long you have been practicing this way. I am not going to label you as an Alcoholic as that is something for you and you only. I will say that drinkig this way is indicative of alcoholic tendency. I will also tell you that it is a progressive disease. It gets worse. A lot worse. I have seen the results. You do not want to go there. Yeah you will tell yourself it can't happen like everyone else but it will. Not may. Will. It sounds like you are sufferring withdrawl and maybe even delerium tremours (DT's). If they are really bad they can be life threatening. This is usually in the more progressive stages of alcoholism though so don't go panicking on my. A doctor will sometimes prescibe valium to ease those symptoms. You can't stay on it though. You will be just picking up another addiction. alcoholism has an underlying emotional component. That is the root. That is why there are support networks. These emotions can act up as all the negative emotions that get supressed with drinking are no longer supressed. It can be a roller coaster ride that drives many back to the bottle. Depending how you see it you can attend AA. Great people. You will learn a lot about life. You can find a treatment center in your area that is 12 step based. That is best because it leads quite naturally into meetings and support group work. Do this man. You choice is really now or later. Later is harder. Later costs more in terms of Health and in terms of all the relationships and property (most importantly you body and mind) you will inevitably destroy. If you can stop on your own great. If you can't do not hesitate. Just do it. There will be an emotional component either way. don't kid yourself about that. It needs to be addressed on way or the other. If not you will find yourself another addiction. These things are fact Bro. It's your decision. I wish you much Love and Luck. Many Blessings.